hey guys.. ughh i have to go back to school today .. but o well my weekend was really fun!

on friday me and taylor got to hang out like the wholeeee day without ted and she didnt have work so it was really fun.. so first we went shopping.. but i just wasnt in a shopping mood.. so we waited for her parents to come pick us up and thenn we went to go see a movie.. guess who.. that movie was sooo good hahah i loved it and then she got to spend the night at my house ..

ted picked us up the next morning and took me and taylor to breakfast.. which was really good.. then he fdrove me to the barn and i got ready for my show.. kym gave me my gift i LOVE IT!!!! thank you so much!! and she braided for me anddd then when me and kaylin were supposed to leave.. my mom wouldnt come pick us up.. and that turned into drama haha and cindy was like pissed at my mom

i was supposed to go to the show thing with cindy but my mom got like really mad and right as we were leaving she like told me to get out of the car.. and bllahhh then allison ended up picking me up and we hung out.. then i went back home.. cindy picked me up at 4 30..

the show was awesome we did really well and so did everyone.. lauren got champion!! and kaylin and britt did really good in pony  thenn i spent the night at laurens house hahha which is always fun... haha and then the next day we went to the mall and then to the movies and saw sin city.. which was quite interesting.. lol and thenn andrew was being a fag and wanted to go home because he was mad and then ugh he made it difficult but o well me and lauren had fun without him!!!

and yea.. thats pretty much it

~lindsey

hey.. well today was another horrible day.. school wasnt to bad.. and i had fun with allison.. but i was already just irritated with my mom.. and so when i got back and told her that they cant give me my reportard till tomorow because they have to print it out.. she like shit a brick.. and was like you arnt going to the barn.. and cindy was supposed to take me.. and kym has a gift for me!!! and i want to see it im so excited!! thank you so much

so.. me and my mom got in a fight when she wouldnt let me go to the barn.. and just about other stuff so i just left and walked to allisons house.. she had no clue where i was but w/e.. so i stayed there i would think she would call or somthin because she had no idea where i was..and i wasnt going to call her.. so i just stayed there.. and i just figured that i better get home.. nothing would of been better if i stayed there anyway.. so i got back from allison at like 10 15.. and yea..

my mom is asleep.. she sais she is "sick" but probly not.. and kelli cant take me to school tomorow because she has to take them.. so i am stuck walking..

thanks kym and and allison for helping me tonight..

well.. im really tired i should probly go get started on trying to sleep...

hey... well the grandparents house.. was really just boring and annoying.. i couldnt sleep at all i went to sleep finially at like 4 somthn.. im so tireddd...

well.. today was ok i guess.. i got to ride soakie which was reallyyy fun she was so good  thanks for lettn me ride her britt.. then i got really lazy and just lunged lindsey.. my lesson is tomorow hopefully it will go well.. im still kinda freaked out about my fall.. but o well it was my fault anyway.... but she got a bath today so she is all pretty ...

then i went home.. ate like my whole house... ughhhhh i need to loose like 5000 pounds.. thenn taylor s. called i havnt seen her in forever! we went out to dinner.. i didnt eat nething because i had just ate.. but it was fun to catch up with her.. and as wierd as this is i say tayray there with ted.. who she is ALWAYS with.. as usual.. but we got to talk to.. which was fun i guess.. and now im at home.. babysittn my sisters..

well i guess im still just upset about shit... but i dunno.. im not sure if things are ever gonna get better .. well i smell like horse.. still from the barn.. so shower time..

~lindsey

hey.. well the pin oak show was sooo much fun.. we got there early so i decided to go watch like the huge events.. the people were jumping like 4ft. 5ft. jumps it was insane.. but so fun lol.. haha i had lots of fun with kym her playing that joke on laura and cathy haha

i didnt get back till 5.. and while i was at the show my mom called and said i was grounded... how random.. but as always.. i can get myself out of it and i convinced her to let me go to a movie with allison.. we were going to go and meet with these guys.. that were hott... but thenn her mom decided that she couldnt go.. so thenn sonny came over and david came over.. and like 2 other of him friends.. and taylor ted and willie came over.. we just talked and hung out.. then we all went to starbucks.. where i saw some of my friends!! and then allison took me home because it was like 11 30.. and im sure my mom was like waiting for me..

so i actually had a pretty fun night.. i didnt think i was going to..  and i was excited that i got to see taylor.. which i havnt seen in forever.. but im still kindamad at her .. o well

well im gonna go take a nap.. and then head out to the barn

hey guys.. sry its been forever.. well i dont really feel like catching up.. but i will on a little bit anyway

umm well i was going to go to the pin oak show tomorow.. like the biggest show i have everrrr been to.. but on monday i had 2 pretty hard falls..... and now im still kinda freaked out about jumping high.. hopefully it wont take long to get my confidence up.. hopefully.. but im goint to go watch anyway.. it should be fun kym is going to watch with me  and so is kaylin..

so tomorow after i get back from watching the show.. me and allison are going to the galleria.. i thinnk she is getting her hair cut.. which means i get to shop while she is doing that.. and thenn after the haircut we will go shopping together lol double shopping for me!!  even though.. im kinda broke at the moment haha o well then me and allison and some other boyss are going to go see a movie around 8.. im not sure what movie we are seeing yet.. but hopefully its a good one and i dont get to bord..

another exciting thing is that i actually have like good grades in school right now THANK GOD!!! took forever... but mabiee it will last for lol the next 4 years i have.. but hopefully my mom will be happy about that and will stop pissing the shittt out of me.. lol

anyway.. things havnt been going so well for me lately.. things are just alll going downhill again.. im not sure if anything will ever really be ok.. but i know that anything is better than this  

anyway.. well im not really tired but i should get some sleep because i have to wake up super early.. and go to the barn

laterrr

~lindsey